Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Anesthetic Doesn't Make It Go Away - What I wish I could have said
These are things I wish I could have said to my mother, but it wasn't safe.
The individual tear drops say:
Why won't anyone believe me?
I'd like to hit her so hard her false teeth fly out.
If I'm real quiet, maybe she won't hit me.
Motherhood requires something more than just being too stupid to use birth control.
Maybe if I'd been born a boy, she would have liked me.
Why did you steal the money I got for confirmation gifts?
I tried to kill myself when I was 11.